Innocence

(C) by Dragenruler - I am sorry for this lame thing... I hope that this is good enough for my return... As you can see I haven't been on glogster for almost three or four weeks!

I am Back!

-Scroll down- - Ann-Mary Isabel Smith.... Loved since the beginning 3 Mei 1999 - 4 Mei 2004 Lydia frowned, her piercing emerald eyes shining with tears as she stared at the small grey grave stone. Her red tainted cheeks wet from the tears... "Ann-Mary Isabel Smith..." Her voice soft and sincere as she traced her fingers ghostly over the curved stone, hugging the small teddy in her arms tighter. Mister Hugle... A muddy brown teddy bear with his one ear missing and his left eye almost entirely off as the small bear held onto a small light blue little pillow that said... Ann-Mary... She glanced towards the sky; everything was so peaceful as if nothing had changed... Like a life hasn't been lost. Like a mother didn't lose her child. Dark blue without any clouds in the way of the blazing sun... "Baby don't worry... Mommy would always be with you..." Her heart silently broke into a million pieces as she gently put the small muddy brown bear down in front of the small grey grave. "Mister Hugle missed you and I am sure you missed him also, he has been very lonely without his best-friend..." She let out a small whimper, ghostly touching the teddy bear. Quietly standing up as she held onto her chest - where her heart was beating - as she let the tears fall down her face. Falling onto the freshly buried ground... "This is for you my baby..." For all those memories that's in my head Don't get me wrong, they'll never be dead But for I - It's all I have to ask is why? For me to see that I had to alone For me to be left on my own But I can't let people see the tears Because I know it's my fears.... Oh, why did you have to leave? Making me stand alone with nothing more that your old teddy bear... For a reminder that you were once mine But that was for a short time... I wish I could've have been a better person But it was too late for me to open my eyes I didn’t even get a hug from you Because you left me Oh, why did you have to leave? Making me stand alone with nothing more that your old teddy bear... For a reminder that you were once mine But that was for a short time... "Mommy loves you..." A small sob escaped her as she walked away from the small grey grave, because she knew that she didn't deserve to be at that the grave of her little girl.... The one that she couldn't help through the pain, she didn't get to hug her little girl goodbye just for a moment... Because she knew that she would never see her pretty heart-shaped face as her dark emerald eyes shined with happiness... Because she knew that her little girl should've lived while she was the one who needed to die... She didn't deserve to look at something so innocent that was loved to death… She didn't deserve to look at innocence that was taken away from her heart...